Sun Set Walk to Remember

Sepetang yang sungguh mendamaikan. (This picture was taken using my pocket camera).
Definitely a glimpse of heaven.

How marvelous and great is our God, who is greater than our hearts that knows every thought, words and our deeds.






Life is a road, and i wanna keep going, Love is a river i wanna keep flowing..in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you.

For the ways of man are before the eyes of the Lord and He ponders all his paths

(Proverbs 5:21)

He is there with you in great powers and wants you to realize how much He loves you.

Along the road Home

Extra-ordinaire Holiday

Meskipun sudah hampir seminggu telah berlalu.Fikiran masih 'Gawai'..(hehe) Saja mauk share sikit2 how i celebrated Gawai this year.

Ada 'Ladies nite karaoke @kampung.. haha bukannya mabuk pun, saja mau lepas stress..lama sudah simpan..ini lah masanya!!! hehe memang boleh tahan best..dari kiri : Ms Aloha, Indai Aloha, Priscilla, Indai ella & Daisy ..Pheewit..yang tidak ketinggalan menunjukkan bakat..


Reunion dengan geng sekolah..bertahun2 sudah berlalu (13 tahun++) persahabatan masih kekal sehingga kini (2011), people may come and go in our lives..but friends are one of the greatest gift from God..

Transit @ Bintulu - Kaki ayam goreng n air kundur mata kuceng @ Taiwan Kuechap Shop for supper..memang superb, memang jatuh cinta..syukur ;) terima kaseh atas rezeki (org belanja)..hehe

Then i met my new friend..Jiji.. (handsome dog) saying hi..welcome to Kundasang..eh???

Morning mass @ St. Anthony, Bintulu.. ;) feeling fresh, calm and peaceful.. very priceless moment in the house of The Lord. Will definitely come back.

What a Friend we have in Jesus

What a friend we have in Jesus

All ours sins and griefs to bear


What a privilege to carry
Everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit
O what needless pain we bear

All because we do not carry
Everything to God in prayer!

Are we weak and heavy laden

Cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Saviour still our refuge
Take it to the Lord in prayer
Do thy friends despise forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In His arms He’ll take and shield thee
Thou wilt find a solace there

Have we trials and temptations?

Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged
Take it to the Lord in prayer
Can we find a friend so faithful
Who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness
Take it to the Lord in prayer

In the name of friendship, i was compelled to write about these God-given grace.. They whom have became a wonderful friend..through tears and laughter..through joy and pain.. Sometimes..and most of the times..can't thank them enough for everything they have done in my life....

HOPE

Lyrics: In Christ alone my hope is found,

He is my light, my strength, my song;
this Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when striving cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone! who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones he came to save:
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied -
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave he rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine -
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath.
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.

REASONS TO BE THANKFUL

12th February 2011


Time flies so fast. How wish dalam sehari ya ada 25 jam..so that i will have enough time to take care of my sick cat, buat kerja rumah,..feeling very presured lately and the work load in the office has pilling..betimbun-timbun..especially when the biggest event is coming up, and am sectioned at the most critical area which requires sooo much attention. My focus and attention so muchly divided ..God, just can't wait for February to end..

uhu..balit ke rumah, fikir kerja,..sedang practice choir, sempat g risau pasal kerja..aduhai!
all the energy is wasted in worrying, positive energy slowly declining..

In the midst of finding the strength to move on, i listed down 50 reasons to be thankful to the Lord in the midst of the storm..

1. Thank you for wonderful colleague, they are great bro. and sister
   
2. Thank you for friends whom You have sent to sustain
3. Thank you for good leader who provide support
   
4. Thank you for the Holy Spirit that keeps me moving
5. Thank you for giving me the wisdom to differentiate good and bad
6. Thank you for the patience
7. Thank you for listening to my cry
8. Thank you for the laughter
9. Thank you for the joy to serve You
10. Thank you for safe journey
    
11. Thank you for good health
12. Thank you for your daily bread
13. Thank you for good food..that you provide
14. Thank you for a home
    
15. Thank you for my cats..(they are adorable, loving and cute..)
16. Thank you for a gud neighbour
17. Thank you for my car,
    
18. Thank you for rain that cools the air
    
19. Thank you for the sun that dries my laundry
20. Thank you for good team
21. Thank you for the time to sing to You
22. Thank you for the moment when i am helpless, you have sent good people to assist
23. Thank you for my sister, Shirley who always provide support when i am needy and lost
24. Thank you for my parents, who from far i know are praying for me
25. Thank you for FB, my mum can reach me and chat with me easily
26. Thank you for quick mind that goes extra mile
27. Thank you for the time to rest
28. Thank you for the using passing of time that heals the wound
29. Thank you for providing just enough
30. Thank you for providing my needs
31. Thank you for giving me perseverance
32. Thanks for Your call
33. Thank you for not forgetting me
    
34. Thank you for quiet times
    
35. Thank you for always walking beside me
36. Thank you for my vocation (in which i know you have planned for me)
    
37. Thank you for Your song that uplift my spirit
38. Thank you for the WORD
    
39. Thank you for your guiding hand
40. Thank you for sending me here
41. Thank you for using me your instrument
42. Thank you for evryday
43. Thank you for redeeming me
44. Thank you for the storm
45. Thank you for giving me purpose to be here
46. Thank you for answering me (though not everytime i ask questions)
    
47. Thank you for challenging task, in a way i grow competently and confidently
48. Thank you for the loneliness, its your way of drawing me close to you
49. Thank you for forgiving my sins, you have taken away my guilt and shame
50. Thank you Lord, for good sermon from priest today that moves me to write this list
    
51. Thank you for being the REASON i am free because of You!!
    

When facing difficulties our eyes are often blinded to see all the blessings hidden..

And so my soul, no longer silent, now sings praise without ceasing. O lord forever will i give You thanks - Psalm30(29): 13

When You Love Someone So Deeply

Butterfly Mariah Carey

Verse 1

ooh ooh
When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands and watch you rise
Chorus

Spread you wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be, so spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
Verse 2

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land
Chorus

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me, we truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly (spread your wings and fly)
Butterfly (butterfly)
Bridge

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye (stand and say goodbye)
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly
Chorus

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun (fly to the sun)
If you should return to me (I will know you're mine)
We truly were meant to be (spread your wings and fly)
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly (my butterfly)
Chorus

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be (you and I)
So spread your wings and fly (spread your wings and fly)
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Fly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly.

Remember: Time is needed

Yes, read the above title, time is needed..what a wonderful thing TIME is..glad of the passing of time that will bring me understanding and to bring about the healing of one of my deepest wounds..
I did not recover in just a week's time, a month's time, a year's time..in fact there were times when i wondered if i could recover at all..But i did..as the time passed....

Time is needed...yes!! different people have different mental and emotional make-ups..some are stronger, some weaker, and some are in between..

Susan Tang in her book "Broken Open" quoted:

"The saying that 'time heals wound 'is not true..what is true is God uses the passing of time to heal the wounds.."

Just would love to share her poem:

To smile when heart is heavy
And all is full of ill
when the path of life is dull
And music's tongue is still
When the roses have all dropped and died
And their perfume now all spent
When streams dash madly,
wildly on
With fury giving vent,
When birds are silent in the trees
Beneath a sky cast grey
YES, to SMILE when the heart is breaking
And joy has taken flight,
is ever a courageous thing
And so precious to God's sight
(Anonymous)

Susan Tang
How to deal with your broken heart